To XB AIS Class: A Letter From Your Grateful Teacher

As my days at SMA IT Raudhatul Ulum come to an end, I find myself overwhelmed with gratitude, love, and—above all—deep sadness. Resigning from a place that has given me so much is not easy. But what makes it even harder is saying goodbye to a group of students who have left a permanent mark on my heart: XB AIS Class.

This class wasn’t just a teaching assignment. It became a safe space, a little home inside the school walls. I still remember my first day with them. I didn’t know yet how close we would become, how they would end up becoming the most beautiful part of my journey in this school.

These students—my students—taught me that love can be expressed in countless ways, even in a teacher-student relationship. Though I am older, and though I am supposed to be the one nurturing them, they were the ones who showed me love every day.

Some of them encouraged me with kind words, always knowing the right thing to say when I looked tired or overwhelmed.
Some gave me gifts—small, thoughtful things that always made me smile.
Some helped me in ways that reminded me I was never alone.
And then there were those who seemed to embody all of the love languages at once.

Each one of them, with their unique personality and heart, gave me a reason to look forward to school every morning.

But what makes XB AIS even more special is their struggle, and how beautifully they rise above it.

I’ve witnessed their effort in learning English, a language that once felt distant to many of them. I’ve seen them stumble, try again, laugh at their own mistakes, and eventually grow confident in using it—not just in the classroom, but in everyday conversations. Their progress, no matter how small, was always a victory worth celebrating.

I’ve seen them stay late to memorize the Qur’an, pushing themselves to meet targets, sometimes in tears, sometimes with joy—but always with dedication.

I’ve seen their competitive spirit, the way they fight to raise their class’s average score and prove that they are capable, worthy, and full of potential.

I’ve seen their persistence in preparing for competitions—no matter how last minute, no matter how nervous they were—they always showed up and gave their best.

They never gave up. Not on themselves, not on each other, and not on me.

This class came into my life at the perfect time. Before them, I was assigned to a class that felt like a mismatch. I often felt discouraged, unsure if I was making any difference. But then Allah sent me XB AIS Class, and everything changed. I found light. I found purpose. I found love. Alhamdulillah.

Now, as the day of farewell approaches, I feel a deep ache in my chest. The thought of leaving them behind is painful. But I know life moves forward. And I know they will, too—with strength, grace, and success.

I’ll never forget the little moments that made my days brighter:

• The sound of Shafa and Azka's laughter echoing in the classroom.

• Accompanying Firda in competitions, watching her grow in confidence.

• Being offered food and snacks by Septi, Rani, Misyah, and Widya, always making sure I never went hungry.

• Receiving sweet surprises from Filla, always with that shy smile.

• The warm greetings from Fatimah and Anita every morning.

• The delightful randomness of Joantera that never failed to make me laugh.

• The quiet charm of Kia and Aqila who watched more than they spoke, but whose presence was always felt.

• The endless cheerfulness of Manda, and the calm strength of Aini, Aza, Nadzawa, Resmita, and Lala.

• The energy and excitement of Keyla, Khadita, Dean, and Zaskia—a group that always brought life into any space.

• The way Nabila brought the “latest news” like a trusted reporter.

• Giving pocket money to Nayman and Hasanah, watching their eyes light up.

• And of course, the beautiful innocence of Rahma and Anas, a reminder of pure-hearted joy.

I could go on forever. Each of them deserves a paragraph, a page, a whole book.

To my beloved XB AIS Class—thank you.
Thank you for being a light in my journey.
Thank you for trusting me, supporting me, loving me.
Thank you for being more than just students. You became a family.

This is not goodbye. This is a “see you again, someday, somewhere.”

Keep learning. Keep trying. Keep being kind.
And never forget: you are capable of achieving great things. I believe in you. Always.

With all my love,
Your forever teacher,
Zahwa

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