23 September 2026 – 28 September 2026 My dearest son, Zake Arkan Wijaya , How are you, my little one? It has only been a week since you left this world, but it feels like time has stopped somewhere between the moment you came into our lives and the moment we had to let you go. Five days. Only five days. Your time with us in this world was so short, but those five days have become some of the most meaningful, precious, and unforgettable days of Mami and Papi’s lives. You were born on 23 September 2026 , and on 28 September 2026 , you returned to Allah. Only five days separated those two dates. Five days that may seem so short to other people, but to us, they contained a lifetime of love. Five days of knowing that you were here. Five days of calling you our son. Five days of looking at you, worrying about you, praying for you, fighting for you, and loving you more than words could ever explain. And even though I wish with all my heart that Allah had given us more time with you, Mam...
36 weeks by my last period. 34 weeks by ultrasound. And somehow, here we are. When I look at the number of weeks, I can hardly believe how far we have come. It feels like yesterday when I was still trying to understand what was happening inside my body, still wondering if I was really going to become a mother, still learning how to accept all the changes that were happening to me. And now, my little son, we are getting so close to the day when I will finally meet you. This month may be your last month inside Mommy's tummy. Just writing that sentence makes my heart feel strange. Part of me is so excited that I can hardly wait. I want to see your face. I want to know who you look like. I want to hold your tiny hands, touch your cheeks, hear your first cry, and finally see the little person who has been with me every single day for these many months. But another part of me feels nervous. There is something emotional about knowing that our time together like this is almost over. For mo...